40 years in his job, UTA’s nude model hopes he is ‘only halfway through this career’
At work, Dan Hawkins, 58, usually wears his contact lenses, wedding ring and — that’s it. No clothes. For almost 40 years, Hawkins has been an art nude model for life drawing classes at museums and schools across the Metroplex, including UTA. Throughout his part-time modeling career, he has also posed nude for paintings, sculptures and a little photography. “I love this job,” he said. “I love talking about it. Especially with people who’ve never been in a life drawing class because it is very clinical. There’s nothing erotic or untoward about it. This is the human body.” Hawkins’ first gig was Nov. 6, 1984, when he attended the University of Arkansas. He signed up to impress a girl he met in the dining hall, who told him her class drew nude models, Hawkins said. When he was called to be a last-minute replacement, he spent an hour before the class taking a long walk around the campus to contemplate. “When it was over, it’s like the opposite. It’s like, ‘I don’t want to get dressed,’” he said. “This is so freeing and so fun, too.” He got $5 an hour. Most on-campus jobs paid a minimum wage of $3.35. Hawkins never modeled in the life drawing class of the girl he planned to impress, and she never got to see him at work either, he said. He sought nude modeling opportunities at UTA after transferring in 1986 and then at other universities. Hawkins graduated from UTA in 1990. This fall semester, he has modeled for Texas Christian University, UTA and some colleges in Dallas. On average, he models around six weeks’ worth of classes at UTA, Hawkins said. On a bright day outside in October, the lights inside a classroom at the Studio Arts Center were dimmed. Lo-fi hip-hop beats soothed through the speaker. As Hawkins stood firmly on the stage, students sat or stood in a semicircle, filling their canvases with his pose in their medium of choice: pencils, charcoal or oil pastels. Hawkins’ experience allows him to offer different poses depending on the lighting, said Hallee Turner, art adjunct assistant professor. Oftentimes, he brings his own props or finds them in the classroom. “He’s very still. He has dynamic poses. He really considers what the artists need to work from,” Turner said. Although the department has three other nude models, Hawkins poses so often for Turner’s class that his measurements are ingrained in her students’ minds, she said. “Whenever we have other models, they’re like, ‘Oh, this is different,’” Turner said. Memorizing Hawkins’ measures has its pros and cons, drawing animation senior Ryan Oxner said. When Oxner took life drawing in the summer, there were just two models including Hawkins. Now in the fall, he started realizing Hawkins’ muscle, bones and other proportions, which is helpful, he said. The con? “Whenever you do switch models, it’s like, ‘Oh no, I’m trying to draw them like Dan,’” he said. Hawkins never kept this part of his life secret, he said, but he rarely talked about it outside of college art departments until 2001. When he got on the hot seat of “Who Wants to Be a Millionaire?” 23 years ago, host Regis Philbin was fascinated by his part-time job. “The pot that I could win was over $2 million,” he said. “I was more nervous about talking about being a nude model than I was about trying to play the game.” Hawkins won $32,000 that day. He credited his performance to Philbin’s curiosity. “Once I got over that initial conversation with Regis and he started asking me the questions, I kind of calmed down,” he said. “I think it helped me in terms of playing the game.” Hawkins is self-employed and is trying to make nude modeling his full-time job, as he has gotten more hours in the last two or three years. He gets paid between $25 and $30 an hour, depending on the school, he said. Hawkins hopes he is only halfway through this career, he said. People are taught to wear clothes all the time and to have a certain amount of body shame, so not many people could do his job, Hawkins said. Even some who found confidence couldn’t pull off the poses. He has learned over the years what artists like. Usually, he chooses the poses — sitting, standing or ones that mimic athletes’ stances such as tug of war, boxing or disc throwing. “You can tell he’s having fun with it,” Turner said. “I think that’s part of the different energy. He’s just willing to try anything, and the students really respond to that.” Because the job is vulnerable, nude models can understandably be quieter or more reserved, she said, but Hawkins puts students at ease by talking to them during breaks and creating a sense of collaboration. Some models would choose to be more professional and tune out with their headphones between sets, Oxner said, but that’s not Hawkins. “Dan is just present the whole time,” he said. Sometimes, Hawkins is tasked to hold poses for one or two minutes, he said. Some classes require him to hold poses for 45. When Hawkins models, he thinks about story ideas and plot points for his novels — he has published four as D. H. Jonathan. Or he simply counts the time. Drawing senior Kade Winterton said Hawkins and students would goof around during breaks about Hawkins’ appearance on “Who Wants to Be a Millionaire?” and his career as a novelist. The back-and-forth jokes make for light-hearted moods. “We get to know him more than the other models, which I think can be more personal,” Winterton said. “Our works have that kind of connection from knowing him more. The other ones, I feel like I was just drawing a model.” After 40 years, nothing bothers Hawkins much anymore during those classes, he said. “I do like hearing people tell me how good of a model I am, so I keep doing it,” he said. “It makes me feel young, motivated and just stay as physically fit as I can be.” Hawkins walks between 6,000 and 10,000 steps per day, he said. Occasionally, he does push-ups and some leg lifts. His diet consists of high protein, low carb and low sugar. “I’m gonna take off all my clothes in front of three, four different classes here in the next two weeks, I’d better not get all fat and sloppy,” he said, laughing. He hasn’t been put in awkward or embarrassing poses before, Hawkins said. One time in spring 1985 at Arkansas, however, he was asked to put on a “goofy” straw hat and do a meditating pose. In the middle of class, a girl he saw regularly outside the art groups walked in. At that moment, Hawkins said, he felt more embarrassed by what he was wearing than what he wasn’t. @DangHLe news-editor.shorthorn@uta.edu
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The club, he said, saved him as he pieced together his world in the days, weeks and months following his beloved grandmother's death. 1851 Club, located on West Division Street, is for everyone, LGBTQ+ and straight, Haynes said. Every week, the club offers comedy open mic nights, karaoke, bingo and pool tournaments. Steven Morris, executive producer of Theatre Arlington, called 1851 a “safe and friendly atmosphere.” Bar patron Haley Barron said the club and Haynes brought her smile back and helped her feel comfortable with herself. Even the city’s leader, a self-labeled 64-year-old white heterosexual Christian man, is a fan. After assuming office in 2021, Arlington Mayor Jim Ross created multiple advisory councils — including separate ones for the Black, Latino and LGBTQ+ communities — to better understand Arlington’s diverse populations. “It was great to have the 1851 Club open up to people and have some food and drinks and having different parts of the community socialize in there and realizing that while it does cater to the LGBTQ+ community, there are plenty of heterosexuals that go there just to have a good time,” Ross said, referring to 1851 hosting a gathering of advisory councils. Haynes has engaged with the LGBTQ+ Advisory Council since its establishment. “He brings a passion for not just helping the LGBTQ+ community in Arlington but the entire community of Arlington,” Ross said. It is easy to see the love Haynes has for his club, his staff — most of whom are his friends — his patrons and his community. It’s how Boling raised him. “I want to do this place the way she raised us: loving everybody and not caring about who you love and what color your skin is, what your faith is — any of that,” Haynes said. “She just loved everybody, and that's what I want to do.” It was a Friday. Haynes was 13 years old, watching Boling apply makeup for family poker night. He approached her. He had to tell her about his realization: Haynes preferred Barbie dolls over G.I. Joe. While the boys in his class were crazy about girls, he was attracted to guys. He recounted the conversation while using his vape to imitate Boling’s makeup blender. “Grandma, I gotta talk to you about something,” he said. “OK, well, what is it?” his grandmother responded. “Well,” Haynes said, “I'm gay.” “Are you not going to be here on Friday for poker?” she asked Haynes. His eyes went soft. “Grandma didn't care at all. She was always my biggest fan.” But he had another worry. Growing up, Haynes once struggled with his faith and his sexuality. Would he “go to hell” for being gay? He, again, turned to his grandmother. “God doesn't make trash, and he doesn't make things that he doesn't want. He made you just the way you are, and also he doesn’t make mistakes, so here you are in his image,” Boling said to her grandson. When people weaponize religion against the LGBTQ+ community, Haynes feels more sad than angry, he said, because religion is about bringing people to God. He doesn’t want to push his religion on someone, but he’s open to discussing it if people are curious. “Everything that he does is from the heart,” said Matthew Hanson, Haynes’ boyfriend of one year. “Whether it's in his personal life or in his business life, it's all about, ‘How is this going to affect the people around me, and how can I show them a Christ-like example?’” Shortly after Haynes’ first trip to the 1851 Club, Boling’s breast cancer diagnosis contributed to ending her ladies poker league that lasted for about 40 years. Haynes contacted the club’s management at the time to host a poker night for her, he said. The first week saw 10 people. Then 40. At some point, the club didn’t have enough poker tables. “I can't tell you how many times I would look up and I couldn't find her because she was outside holding somebody while they're crying about a breakup or in the bathroom talking with the girls about whatever,” Haynes said. On Dec. 15, 2020, Boling died. Haynes prayed for signs. Where should he go? What should he do? How should he rebuild? The sign arrived a few weeks later. It was early January 2021, smack-dab in the middle of the COVID-19 pandemic. Haynes was on Facebook when he came across a post from the previous management of 1851 Club announcing the bar’s closure. Haynes contacted his attorney and drafted up the paperwork. Within a few days, the bar was his. At 11 p.m. on a recent Friday, the drag performers weren’t ready yet. They blew past their showtime. Haynes took a deep breath. He had learned not to rush drag performers — or else. Instead, he hugged and shook the hands of most of the 100-plus attendees filling up the small dance floor and back patio. As the bar got busier, he jumped in behind the counter. Those who frequent the club said that it was a normal sight. “He's not just an owner,” said Nicholas James, the club’s top security. “He's a friend.” Hanson said Haynes has a mission of “five-minute friend,” which means all patrons should feel at home at the bar within that time frame. “The longer we've been together, and the more I see him in the element, the more respect I have for him because it's got to be tiring to do it over and over again, week in and week out,” he said. Haynes said that like many gay people, he partied with his friends on the weekends in his 20s, often thinking of ways he would improve the bars. But he had never owned a bar or worked in one before 1851 Club. After the bar’s reopening in February 2021, Haynes poured in 17-hour days, spending nights studying laws and fixing up decorations. Sometimes, it wasn’t feasible for Haynes to go home and sleep, so he slept in a military camping cot in the middle of the bar. Even now, he occasionally stops. And soaks it all in. “I take a step back and walk over to the bar, and I turn around and I see a full dance floor of people that are just having a great time, and I'm like, ‘We did this. This is so cool,’” Haynes said. Arlington has a perfect 100 score on the Human Rights Campaign’s Municipal Equality Index, which examines how cities tailor laws, policies and services to LGBTQ+ people. The city recently hosted its fourth annual Pride celebration, which attracted over 10,000 people. Haynes plays a key part in educating Arlington that the LGBTQ+ community is simply a part of the city, Ross said. “He talks to the people in the bar and gets information from them,” said Morris, who served on the LGBTQ+ Advisory Council with Haynes. “He tells them what the community is doing. He tries to be a go-between between the community and the advisory committee and gets information in front of the mayor.” The city has addressed safety concerns related to the 1851 Club and worked to ensure the LGBTQ+ community feels comfortable expressing themselves — one of Haynes’ primary objectives on the advisory council, Ross said. “I consider Dalton a friend,” he said. “He’s a great guy, loves his city, loves the entire community, loves the LGBTQ+ community.” His work doesn’t stop at the committee. Haynes helped ensure Arlington’s first two Pride events happened by providing the bartenders, alcohol and his own money, Morris said. These days, Haynes no longer works long hours every day, but his schedule is still packed. He maintains close ties with customers from his hair business, crafts jewelry and takes photos. Haynes admits that Hanson has to mostly work around his schedule. “Bless him,” Haynes exclaimed. Hanson doesn’t mind — he said he wants to be Haynes’ support system. “I think that's the job of a partner, is to recognize we have our own individual lives, but there's a part of a partnership that it bleeds over,” he said. It was 11:45 p.m., and drag queen Kiana Lee took the stage to welcome patrons and introduce those working at the bar — including Haynes. Drag queen Bronx Davenport then lip-synced Beyoncé’s verse in Jay-Z’s “Hollywood” to rowdy cheers from the crowd. “I'm proud to be able to give people a place,” Haynes said. “It's so important to me to give people a safe place to go, a place where people can go and get drunk and have a good time and then the next day be like, ‘Oh my God, was I a mess last night?’” “And you say, ‘Girl, we were at 18. It's not a big deal. They're fine. Nobody cared.’” As the spotlight moved around the room, it captured the photo and plaque that glowed in the warmth of the chandelier. In the frame, Haynes smiles next to Boling, whose name is etched in bronze below. @DangHLe news-editor.shorthorn@uta.edu